Delusions, Ilusions

As much as coincidence happens in our world, it can't be controlled and mastered by us, therefore it can't be considered a reality. We have to accept the real reality as the tangible one we know the best and strive to achieve that normality to realize blessings that aren't as creepy.

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I used to think I was Jesus and had responsibility of all the sins of the world

I used to think I had karma and it could walk up and find me and I could see other people with theirs. 

I thought I had powers.

Enhanced perception/Intuition (sometimes not true)

The radio and tv have messages, to me or someone else

God/The Devil/People/The Govt stop me from having money, steal my things, owe me things, damn me.

My mother watched a movie called Sophies Choice about a mother who killed her two kids, bought a dog named sophie and bought "sophie's judgements," little coffin candies in a tin she eats while she's driving down the road and I'm sure I'm dying all the time. I didn't watch the movie just so I didnt go and recognize all the similarities in the movie to my house, what she says and the things she bought.

People want to kill me.

People with the same names.

The bible. 

I think I'm eating awful stuff.

Doctor prescribe the wrong things.

I'm taking crazy pills.

People/Are other people. 

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As much as coincidence happens in our world, it can't be controlled and mastered by us, therefore it can't be considered a reality. We have to accept the real reality as the tangible one we know the best and strive to achieve that normality to realize blessings that aren't as creepy.

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Easier said than done.